Thursday, November 6, 2008

ada?

ada!

sebab...

dari dulu lagi;
saya tak reti letak kepentingan diri sendiri lebih tinggi
dari kepentingan orang orang yang saya kisah dan kasih.

walaupun sakit.
walaupun saya rasa semua semua semua ini tidak adil.
tapi saya akan tetap ada disini tahu?
(because there's no where else to go)

untuk mendengar dan membebel (jika perlu). carilah, okay?
(i'm not going anywhere - trust me, i tried).

selalu!
betulkan niat.
biar lurus.
(but it still hurts).

it was sadness and disappointment.
as the facts slowly sank in
and seeped into my dream.
and i hated waking up.

because then.
i'd have to deal with the reality of it all.
mixed with the exaggerated feelings the dream held.

because then, i'd have to deal with it.

oh gosh.

but then again,
everything happens for a reason.



kan?


:)

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

the beauty of storms is there'll always b a rainbow afterwards. literally :D


i hope u kno i love u more than jz borrowing a car n driving to utp. i love u thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis much!

Unknown said...

lyaaaa,

:)

i love you too babe!
sangat! amat! sungguh!

even without the rainbow (literally),
there would've been a rainbow nevertheless (metaphorically).

:)

hehe