.Person(s)

Christina is Meredith's Person.
which is why it matters what Christina thinks.
Oh, ini Grey's Anatomy by the way.

I watched this one episode, and it got me thinking.
Do i have a Person?
That one Person where all of what she thinks, matters.
That one Person who's seen the hurt, been there throughout, knows enough to make judgements.

And what she thinks, is actually strong enough to influence me in deciding what's best for me.
Do i have that one Person?

Definitely, maybe?

I wasn't sure.
Until the conversation with Lya a few hours ago.

Isn't it normal that i always find reasons to scare myself?
So then came Lya to the rescue.
Knocking some sense with her truth.
And made me tear up in the process =P

Lya, all those times before, i knew both you and Wan had things against them.
The whole "Oh my, Lin ni biar betul".
And even though you kept it hidden (and hid it well),
well, Wan kan more of a Patrick (as in Spongebob Squarepants) and more obvious =P
She lah with her whole, "no offense Lin, but whhhyyyy?"

So when you said what you said,
it meant a lot.
It's you who said it
You who have seen me go through well, hell.
The many breakdowns and the tears.
The whole "when broken breaks and fallen fall" moments.

Ahh, let the world say that i'm coldhearted.
As long as you and Wan and those who matter know what happens behind closed doors,
enough =)

So yeah, that conversation, though short,
meant a whole lot =)

So no.
I don't have that one Person.
I have a few =)

"the human heart has hidden treasures.
in secret kept, in silence sealed.
the thoughts, the hopes, the dreams, the pleasures.
whose charm were broken if revealed."
-jane eyre

goodnight all :)